Wednesday, January 30, 2008

爱情海民歌餐厅 is the place where my both my jies and their friends sang.
i want to go there one day. =)

Felicia chin changed her name to 陈靓萱（前名陈凤玲)
just kpo-ing. l0lx

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

公主小妹 第6集
斗牛要不要11
恶作剧之吻2 第7集

* the songs so so nice, i got urge to buy some oldies cd

Monday, January 28, 2008

i really hate myself alot.
i hate myself for the every little things i did
i hate myself,
i totally hate myself for not entering to any uni,
i hate my life, i hate living in this world.
i hope the world end soon.

-emo-

xiaosi, me, jiajia, xiaohui and ruoning(e bride)

all the bridemaids. =)

two of the three songs being sang at ruo-ning jie jie' wedding. hao touching scene when jia jia jie jie sang this song, dedicated to her elder sistas. everyone cheer very loudly.

如果沒有遇見你 我將會是在那裡 日子過得怎麼樣 人生是否要珍惜

也許認識某一人 過著平凡的日子 不知道會不會 也有愛情甜如蜜

任時光匆匆流去我只在乎你 心甘情願感染你的氣息
人生幾何能夠得到知己 失去生命的力量也不可惜

所以我求求你 別讓我離開你 除了你我不能感到一絲絲情意

如果有那麼一天 你說即將要離去 我會迷失我自己 走入無邊人海裡

不要什麼承諾 只要天天在一起 我不能只依靠 片片回憶活下去


another one - ren shi ni zhen hao. hao hao ting. =)

Sunday, January 27, 2008

Wenda bought me benefit cosmetics from US, damn happy
so sweet of her ;)

my mum's side, cousin ruoning's wedding


anyway, ytd was super super tiring!
being a jie mei wasn't that easy, when esp it was my cousin's wedding
photo taking wasn't my kinda of tea, unless i need to take memories for that particular day
and i can't imagine how many photos i took ytd- super alot. all in diff cameras - some i din even know who are they. l0lx
big big hongbao from my aunt. =)

my cousin's lifting of veil, more photos after that. thanks to the photographer!
hongbaos from biao jie fu cuz of the nego! l0lx =)
den more cameras and videos when we went to the groom's house - bukit batok and their future house - bukit batok, a few blocks away from the groom's house.
hongbaos from the groom's mum. =) * rich for that day
tea ceremony at the groom's house, photos again.
*but i think the couple are more tired, jie hun hao xin ku ah!


one of the aunty just shoot everything, particular everything. anyone she sees, she just shoot. -_-'''. so i went hiding alot of times, l0lx.
went to a *got sea got mountain* place, but it looks like those media corp ppl will go for filming for *ku zhuang* film.
but the place was WOW, shall bring raymond there. =p
and we went to take photo there, again


went back to mayflower and photos again.
*jie meis was kept targeting, to take photo, but we dun seem to have a choice , cousin's wedding.
and when we went back to mayflower, WOW
freaking alot of ppl, students of my cousin's(my cousin is a teacher of st nich's) and all the relatives flooded every corner of the house- kitchen, garden, living room, all the diff rooms, but luckily the house is big enough to squeeze everyone.
the moment we went back, all jie meis went upstairs to hide. l0lx


but when we went to the living room, *where shld we hide? l0lx
*those aunty said i very pretty, super happy!
said they couldn't recognize me, blah blah, even my ah ku( whom i see almost everyday) was shocked. l0lx
den just wait for the tea ceremony to finish and went home about 330pm to change for dinner
4am - 330pm , -_-'''


went home,
and reached quality hotel before 6pm(only sistas) for the dinner (theme food- vegetarian food)
reached, and help out by standing and took photos.
and was stunned by the ah kus we had, too many!! living in sengkang, bedok, toapayoh etc
thou seldom met, but when they arrived, we still managed to rmb them.
my mum's side relative was WOW! so many!!
just like wad jie jie said, everyone looks the same, it is just that everyone looks older.


cuz too many cameras and videos.
more and more MOE staff came for the dinner, cuz biao jie fu is a lecturer at AJ, so was quite flooded with AJ lectuers and St nicholas's teachers.
so my biao ge and my brother were hiding all the time, cuz my brother was studying there. but my biao ge was a 3mths student there so he is kinda of *they wont rmb me* l0lx


jie meis had to throw rose petals at the first march in
and a gang of min ge chang ting ppl sang at my cousin's wedding, hao hao ting wor!
jia jia jie jie sang too, super nicee!! slow and steady love songs caught everyone's eyes.
2nd march in, jie meis had to blow bubbles.


blah blah, all the food served
and jie meis went to take photos again.
and went home. my biao ge send us home with the hired car. =p
haha, but i nv called him biao ge cuz he is just older den me less than 30 days. =p
haha, in fact he nv called me biao mei too, just by name. but i think he is not bad looking wor! l0lx
meihui?? hahaha...... really shuai ge wor
den when both of u get married, i will help u. l0lx


reached home about 12pm midnight
bath, and went sleep.
super tiring!!!
Jie hun zhen de hao xin ku!! hao duo li jie!!

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

最近還好嗎
zui jin hai hao ma

挑一張耶誕卡寫上滿滿祝福的話
地址寫的是心底你能不能收到它
天有點冷 風有點大 城市寧靜而喧嘩
這一個冬天我得一個人走回家
問自己習慣了嗎 沒有你每到夜裡回聲變得好大
有沒有什麼好方法 讓寂寞變聽話

你最近還好嗎 是不是也在思念裡掙扎
你說會記得我還記得嗎
你最近還好嗎 忙碌嗎累嗎心還會痛嗎
如果真不得已忘了我 快向快樂出發

有再多的牽挂都已沒有權利表達　(沒有權利表達)
舊情人給的問候比陌生人還尷尬　(都還尷尬)
昨天遠了 明天還長 回憶模糊但巨大
這樣的深夜眼淚要怎樣不流下
問自己習慣了嗎 沒有你每到夜裡回聲變得好大
有沒有什麼好方法 讓寂寞變聽話

I don't wanna lose you,
I don't wanna use you
just to have sombody by my side
And I don't wanna hate you
I don't wanna take you
But I don't wanna be the one to cry
That don't really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

Now I could never change you
I don't wanna blame you
Baby you don't have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just want to have it all
It makes a sound like thunderIt makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something's gonna change

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
there beside you where I used to lay

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just ain't enough
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

斗牛要不要10
恶作剧之吻2 第6集
公主小妹 第2集

this sat is going to be first time being a jie mei
hehee, i am going to get hongbao and so do my bro, cuz he is going to open the car door since he is the youngest. l0lx
so excited~~~!!
but wad shall i wear? hais.


and the best part is i am going to receive hongbaos from my uncle and aunt twice this year!
hmms!! so happy!!
and need to help out and ushering.
shall try to take more photos if only i can. l0lx

Monday, January 21, 2008

bought this phone ytd
raymond acc me to queue for an hour at starhub,
din wanted to buy it at all,
but since starhub allows me to buy w/o bringing down the voucher they gave me,
and best till, deduct the 100$ and 100$ of the penalty(end up i saved 200$), so shall go ahead and buy it.
was deciding btw nokia e61i ( the name was something like that) and blackberry
but i can't denied that this atom life's specs is way better den nokia
thou i still prefer the nokia one, but if only it have all the specs i want. haiss.
=(
but this phone is nice when u look at the side!
(dun look at the buttons - it looks like a guy's phone)
i used part of the hongbao money =p
think i need to be aggressive this year in getting more hongbaos.
*anyone? haha.

charged my hp last night, and went to slp happily
den till morning, i realised something is wrong.
i opened the box and found battery inside. faints
so i charged the phone w/o battery. argh!!
so i charged again this morning.

i want to join the contest for kong fu basketball, the movie that jay chou acted
i want to win the gala premiere tickets!!

Sunday, January 20, 2008

ok. i nearly vomited last night. argh!!
bloody hell movie!! argh!


just received a super huge hongbao from my uncle and aunt who just came from shanghai due to their daughter's wedding(my cousin's wedding)!!
the hongbao is damn huge enuff to sponsor me at least 1/3 of my trip. but i shall not say how much is it here.
or else i bet someone is going to ask me to treat her to eat real expensive food again.
but anyway i think i can go for budget trip sia. not enuff money =(

Thursday,
me: i think i am having a fever, or maybe just feverish
doc: hmm, wad else
me: sore throat, running nose.
doc: when it started?
me: 2 to 3 days i think.
doc: (use her thermometer) u are having a fever
me: -_-'''


Friday
went to shu's house for some gossips
anyway, met raymond


Sat
TODAY IS MY WORST DAY EVER!
work today. and met avril for some updates and light shopping
and today she just told me, she is getting married. -_-'''
but anyway congrats to her for finding herself a good husband! happy for u. =)


ok nvm, i shall tok abt the first accident i saw at charles and keith at vivocity
was looking around for heels, and when i was trying, a loud *bomb* sound was heard on the other side. and when raymond and me turned around, we saw one of the girl *sayang-ing* the other girl who was sitting at the seat. the stand which hangs the bags hit right on her head, and guess wad? it is bleeding! but of cuz this wont caused my day to be the worst!
















bought tickets to watch cloverfield, and b4 entering the cinema GMax,
raymond and me went to toilet. and when i was doing my small business, i heard vomiting sound from the guys' toilet, wasn't it weird to hear that? when there isn't any pubs around except for st james*, anyway it is damn freaking far to walk all the way to come to the cinema toilet just to vomit. but raymond said the toilet is full of *vomits*


half thru the movie, raymond wanted to vomit but he din say till later when it is my turn to have the vomit feel.
alot of people left in btw, and came back. some left and nv came back to finish the movie.
some went to the toilet and their friends have to go look for them.
this movie is a no - no watch!! over my dead body that i am gonna to watch it again!
wasted my $$!!


unless u want to vomit, den u can watch this movie!
this movie will make u drunk! thou' u nv drink at all!
and the ending sucks to the core core core max!


























i wonder shawn could helped me buy this back? *pray*

Thursday, January 17, 2008

i am feeling fucking sick
running nose with half fucked sore throat and wondering if i got fever.
argh!!


but i still need to go work. so sick
so dead.


the last time i play wii is on tuesday
and i have not recovered from muscle ache!!
argh!!

just saw the msn msg meihui left for me,
and i am damn happy lo!! at least i am happy for now! l0lx
cuz meihui's sis praised that my resume was very well done. =)
and she was impressed with my resume.
WooooOo, anyway raymond helped and NAGGED at me the whole night while i am doing up my resume. esp when it comes to cover letter, sumhow abit lost here and there.
and there are at times, i really wanted to scream at him for nagging too much. *Sorry!
and thanks to meihui who send me a copy of her resume and cover letter.
i am so happy!! but just hope everything went smoothly.


i am sick. argh!

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

i have gone crazy
doing up a good resume and cover letter isn't that easy


my attachment director approached me,
but i shall just wait and see.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

斗牛要不要09
恶作剧之吻2 第5集

one random post.


starhub called me today,
giving me a 100$ voucher, so that i could buy a new hp,
my contract ends at aug, but i can sign a new line with a NEW 2 years contract.
and that means my contract from jan to aug will be forfeited
starhub is gd!! maybe like wad my manager says, they wanted to keep their customers badly.
but anyway as long as it benefits me, i dun care! l0lx.


transcab(SMRT) charged 35% on meter on peak hour instead of 2$.
dunno when it started, but i was stunned.
took cab back cuz east coast was pouring like hell,
and my manager told me that i could forget about going hm. =(


and guess wad one of my chef got TB, and he still goes to work. -_-'''
and both my managers and all the chefs got injection.
and i din't. but i am staying away from him. even the chefs are.

kailin - pls help urself with the photos, cuz i can't send it thru email. and for chris, we shall threaten him to join facebook, if not no photos. l0lx

Monday, January 14, 2008

post the photos with kailin and Christopher tonight. =)


sat after work, went to meet biqi at smu to shop the bazaar at SMU
waited for kelvin kor to finish his classes, *SMU got classes on SAT morning. WOo =p
met kelvin kor and pass him his bdae tee, and glad that he loves the tee. =)
and i got my kose black mask and the esprit umbrella from biqi.
just can't wait to use the black mask..=)
and biqi bought me nail polish. =)
i bought her a small bag, thankful to her i am flooded with discount items. =)
if not, i can't buy lots of stuff to *chong* myself le.


raymond din join us, cuz his dad wanted to buy wii.
surprisingly, raymond din want, but his dad wanted to buy.
so, after he bought the wii, we went to his house
so, brian, biqi, raymond and me played wii for the whole sat afternoon. =)
it was nice!! and tiring too.


sunday, raymond's dad bought us more wii's games,
and in fact, two out of the three games <---- i wanted to play. =p yup, my zelda! (i think i spell wrongly. =p)
abit paiseh, so i paid for their car's accessories when they were about to pay.
total spending of wii is nearly up to 1000$, with five games and the pair of controls.

biqi - i finally got home run le!! baseball!! hahhaa after alot of tries.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

New Year Eve at Claire's House.

hp offically spoilt, so i am now looking for new phone.
argh!!


i can't reply tag, raymond's com can't reply tag. =p


meihui - i am trying to happy =)
biqi - will be happy maybe when april comes. l0lx
siting - after all my sms and msgs, all return liao. =) no bad debts occuring.
june - hmm, i believe everyone had it's own problem. so i will too cuz i am just a normal girl.
but dun worry, i will be okay.
bi - bi gone for army, but our relationship no need to repair. =)


work later.
will try to upload photos up when i come back.

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

斗牛要不要08
恶作剧之吻2 第四集

my hp gone, need repair
my com gone, need repair too
bi gone, but no need repair.


tired. sleep

Sunday, January 06, 2008

arghhhh!!!
i hate my life!
i hate being taken advantage of.
i hate being taken granted of.
i hate being left out.
i hate ppl who thinks i am rich enuff to treat.
i hate ppl who thinks i shld be the doing. but why not u do?


argh!!! fucking SUCKS!
ARGH!!!!!!


i wonder when will i get back all my *current assets*
hais.

Thursday, January 03, 2008

i think i really make a wrong move this time,
should have listen to raymond for advice,
and now i feel bad, cuz i might bring her more troubles. SHIT.
at times, i really wonder are u that dumb or u are just plain acting dumb.
i just hope nth happens.


hais.
meihui, i need to talk to u. hehe. let's find one day and talk!


my manager gave me two bottles of sparkling water !! luves~!

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

best! my hp spoilt! so no calls or sms for the time being.
fed up!!
argh!!
i hate being a loan shark! argh!! QI SHI WO LE!
damn fucking angry!

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Happy New Year!
hope all of u spent a wonderful night last night!


i spent my day sleeping cuz my grandma dont allow me to touch her food. l0lx
while waiting for raymond too.
den we went to fetch the rest before heading to Claire's house.
everyone of us brought at least 3 diff foods (potluck)
and shared with the rest.


went to see fireworks, thou it was far from there,
but we managed to see abit afterall.
den went back to the room, and started to play 5-10 again.
and this time the bet is higher. poured real mixers down with wines, beer, chivas etc down.
and thanks to raymond, i drank alot.
even after he changed his seat to me.
jerold made me drank the most. l0ls.
argh!! they are cruel with nones and five man!


2007 is a year that i seen thru real lots of true faces,
be it some of my close friends or even my working colleagues,
how selfish they can be, how they push blames from one to another.
how not understanding one can be, how thick skin one can be.
and now i realised what they mean by true friends are hard to find.
friends that really understand in ur shoes, thou i can't denied that at times i will be more biased to some of my friends.
cuz i cherished them more than any one else.
i know they will be there for me whenever i need them.
and i will be there whenever they need me as well.


afterall, i am safe this year.
and i pray hard it wont happen to me on 2008. prays*