Saturday, May 31, 2008

my Guess white-gold watch, very pretty right?
it was one of the designs which i had been looking for,
thou it's an old design, but still many people just bought it too~! just like me. l0lx
super love it lots la!! damn love it!
love the blings blings, love the white/gold combi, super pretty~!

hee, SUPER LOVE LA~!

Friday, May 30, 2008

tell me which temporary staff can't take leave to acc their own parents to the hospital?
but again, this temporary staff CAN take leave to stay at home and play computer games!
ah ha, that was so freaking amazing!

that is wad my lovely bro did!
I told my bro, i can't make it, therefore he need to acc my mum to the hospital.

he din tell me, he can't make it.
he told my dad.
so my dad told me,
i said it right in front of my bro(he was playing computer games)
"just a temporary staff(stock clerk), is the company going to die without having you for a day?
dad still insist that i must go. ARGH!
my bro still kept very quiet.

on that very day, my bro was not around.
therefore, i asked my mum, " is bro acc-ing u?" "yup"
but i still sms my bro just to make sure, and he reply me "NO"
wad the! he said cuz mum dun want him to acc
argh!! i din confront my mum cuz she left le, neither do i asked my bro more qns.
1st, u said u are busy, now u tell me mum dun want u to acc.
so now tell me, wad was ur REAL reason?
just want to earn more money? that why mum din want u to acc!
u can, when u are studying in ur FUCKING NUS~!
study and WORK at the same time~!

the next thing, my mum asked me, "are u free later?"
it was so fucking obvious that she need someone to acc her, even though my dad is going to.
someone who knows basic english to acc her.

SEE~! that is always how my mum sided my fucking asshole selfish moneyminded bastard bro~!

so i din went, cuz my bro only managed to reply the sms when my mum left.
i know thou is just a few hours, but just can't my bro be more understanding to share the "job"?
i din say u can't be workaholic, u can! but hello? how workaholic can u be?
for goodness sake, u are just a temporary staff!
and worst till, it isn't the field u study.
what is the point of being workaholic when ur parents are more important!

and i refused to refill the bathing foam for the past few days,
cuz i knew he does use it, just QUIETLY,
when i refused to refill, he can't used. (i used other foam)
Today, when i was taking out the refill packet to refill.
my mum said " UR Bro refill FOR U le."
i told my mum "wah, he finally REFILL ah? everytime, i must do. "
my mum " u do, will die ah?
me (ya, whatever, ur son is the biggest of all~!)
halo? how many times he actually paid for it? NONE!
when he is fucking working now~!
the times he refill, i can even count with my fingers and legs.

asked him to buy, He got the guts to tell me, " I went to get money from mum"
ARGH~!!!!!

and my mum always complain, ur bro earn very little after deducting cpf, everytime he need to work OT for more income. -_- '''''''
at the moment, i was thinking either my parents are too easy to *bian* or my bro is good at toking to them.

tell me, who doesn't earn little after deducting?

Thursday, May 29, 2008

so pretty. so tempted~!

Monday, May 26, 2008

i nv bath ytd! l0lx
very smelly de wo!

was woke up by Mr Chia,
Mr Chia: want to go food fair? faster! my parents ready liao! i come and fetch u!
Me: i just wake up lei, haven't even bath.
Mr Chia: no need to bath la, no time le.
Me: huh? cannot la...
Mr Chia: okok..go bath...
Me: (thinking) if later there isn't any car park lots left, i will die.
his dad's face will be super black. hai, think dun bath.

thus, called Mr Chia up to fetch me, cuz NO TIME LE..
reached there early, went robinson sales, food fair and popular.
end the day at expo at 3pm, reach at 10am. -_-
i spent alot of money ..faints**
but his parents spent more!
and his parents got 10 bottles of light soya sauce for free!
for buying cook books. yup 10 bottles of light soya sauce each costing $1.55!
i brought 3 home.
my mum was screaming, who bought so many light soya sauce. l0lx

i finally bought my Guess white-gold(last one) and CK jeans watch.
Mr Chia bought 2 CK jeans watch(both last one)
i am dead, i am so addicted to watches, that i can't stop buying them!

went queensway for the famous chicken rice.
damn yummy~! super yummy~!
but super long queue la, so we waited for quite long.

went Halo Bar again! l0lx
Brandon and Aozhi opened 3 bottles! -_-
so we are entitled to the ktv room again!
showed amy the watches i bought, and guess wad ?
she say she got the Guess white-gold watch too(means it is really damn nice la. =p),
and she bought it cheaper den me! argh!
but anyway i still bought it cheaper den the retail price.

Mr Chia was complaining he is finishing his maggie mee. l0lx
Aozhi and Brandon said, they will always buy until their biggest luggage is full of maggie mee.
faints* but it really nice~! even taiwan people are so addicted~~> Aozhi and Brandon. l0lx

Saturday, May 24, 2008

went audio house warehouse sales
went to orchard last night, GSS!
so tempted to buy burberry but i shall not buy.
i shall save more money for rainy days.

i used to say - i wont spent so much just for a bag, or just for the brand.
but Mr Chia proved me wrong.

and i learn my lesson -
DUN SAY THINGS TOO EARLY! U WILL NEVER KNOW!
U WILL NEVER KNOW, U MIGHT END UP DOING THINGS WAD PEOPLE SAID, AND NOT WHAT U SAID.
AND GUESS WAD PPL WILL SAY U? SEE, I TOLD U. U DUN BELIEVE ME RIGHT?

and damn shit, i am hooked to them, all thanks to him ya. argh!

yipee, went prawning with Jaclyn and Mr Chia last night. super fun!
caught 3 small prawns within 2hrs and a half, so sad.
nevertheless, it is still fun! hehe.
cuz whenever Mr Chia went smoking, Jaclyn and me will managed to catch one!
den he have to stop his smoking, and help us to get the prawn out of the hook.
thus, we asked him to smoke more. l0lx. evil us just want to catch more prawns! l0lx

ate the 24hrs thomson prata b4 heading home.

tonight steamboat with brandon, aozhi and amy
yippee~

i just can't stay at home,
i will be sick if i stay at home.
tested and proven, dunno why. damn shit la.
Mr Chia passed this illness to me. argh!

Thursday, May 22, 2008

guess wad i found?
i found xiaorou's blog...l0lx.
the 9pm drama girl wrote this blog for her ex-bf(passed away)

http://angelfootprints.vox.com/

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

i hope the song can be displayed soon,
cuz i am getting v tired! argh!

i am going to flood my drawer with lots of Kose *white* mask. YIPEE!
SAY YEAH! YEAH!
thanks for the discount. ;)

went to get the guess voucher, very disappointing ah.
all guys watch, duh!
anyway, din buy anything. neither do Mr Chia.

went taka basement to eat noodles and my *gogo* sausages.
went back to his house and went to fetch his mum.
went to buy food for his uncle
had been doing this for a few nights, cuz his uncle hurt his back
thus, we are at his uncle's house almost every night.
his uncle is getting better ;)

went RC(our usual hangout on tue night), i took photos randomly.
so i will upload when i am free.
if anyone is interested in that, can tell me ya. ;)

Monday, May 19, 2008

when it is meant to be, it is meant to be.
when it is not meant to be, it will nv be meant to be.

my grandma's sis din want the operation, so she was now at hm.
hai.
ah ku was done with the operation, but need to stay there.
life sucks!

watched Speed Racer and what happens in Vegas.

define the word happening?

In most ppl's eyes, happening means staying out late everyday, able to go diff pubs, able to experience diff stuff etc.

u think it that way?
I don't.


not in a mood to talk.
i really want to be alone, quietly. so pls DND.
i appreciate.

Friday, May 16, 2008

i am fucking sick to the max
very sad. very torturing cuz i can't do anything.
=(

Thursday, May 15, 2008

today is my 2nd time in ICU,
the feeling wasn't gd, i nearly tear when i saw her
with all sorts of tubes around her body, she can hardly move at all.
i still rmb the first time i was in there , when i was only in sec
my dad was admitted in, with heart problem as well.

now everyone is worried for her
my grandma refused to go home, tossing on her bed every night.
and whenever the phone rang, she will be the first to dashed there.
now, i am worried for my grandma, whether she could take it ornot.
anyway, SHE MUST BE FINE! AND SHE WILL BE ALRIGHT!

i just want her to be alright.
i just want her to okay
i miss the days when i am young.
when both of them always bring me out

now i realised, i actually valued them more den anything else.
FAMILY, it is still the most important word in my life.

【一道终身受用的测试题】

你开着一辆车。
在一个暴风雨的晚上。
你经过一个车站。
有三个人正在焦急的等公共汽车。
一个是快要临死的老人，他需要马上去医院。
一个是医生，他曾救过你的命，你做梦都想报答他。
还有一个女人/男人，她/他是你做梦都想嫁/娶的人，也许错过就没有了。
但你的车只能在坐下一个人，你会如何选择？
我不知道这是不是一个对你性格的测试, 因为每一个回答都有他自己的原因。
老人快要死了，你首先应该先救他。
你也想让那个医生上车，因为他救过你，这是个好机会报答他。
还有就是你的梦中情人。错过了这个机会。你可能永远不能遇到一个让
你这么心动的人了。


在200个应征者中，只有一个人被雇佣了，他并没有解释他的理由，他只是说了以下的话：

"给医生车钥匙，让他带着老人去医院，而我则留下来陪我的梦中情人一起等公车!'
每个人我认识的人都认为以上的回答是最好的，但没有一个人（包括我在内）一开始都没想到。

小哲理：
是否是因为我们从未想过要放弃我们手中已经拥有的优势（车钥匙）? 有时，如果我们能放弃一些我们的固执，狭隘，和一些优势的话，我们可能会得到更多

When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms
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On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.

This was the scene of ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb.

She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school. Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Dew came into my life. It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love.

This was the apartment I bought for her. Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife.
When we just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls. Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife.

But I couldn t help doing so. I moved Dew's hands aside and said, You go to select some furniture, O.K.? I ve got something to do in the company.

Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me. However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife.

Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dews body. This was the means of my entertainment.

One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her.

I couldn t imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious. When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint.

She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes. Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded.

I knew I could not hesitate any more. When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I ve got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn t know how to my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a seious topic calmly. She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I'm serious.

I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!

At that night, we didn t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart.

The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.

Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see.
To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had stressed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.
A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.

She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but
I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal life as possible.

Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn t want him to see our marriage was broken. She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?

This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember.

You carried me in your arms, she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.

I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.

I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.

My wife and I hadn t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain.

From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door.

She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn t looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.

On the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vaguer.

On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc.

I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn t tell Dew about this.

I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.

She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried and tried a few but could not find a suitable one.

Then she sighed, All my dresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger.

I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it s time to carry mum out. he said.
To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly.

I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.

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I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won t divorce. I'm serious.

She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won t divorce.

My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn t value the details of life, not because we didn t love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into cry.

I walked downstairs and drove to the office. When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my life which was her favorite.

The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, I ll carry you out every morning until we are old.


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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

went prawning on fri night (i guess)
no prawns for me. so sad
i don't like going on weekends, cuz by paying the same price,
still have to fight with the crowd for prawns. crazy*

going on weekdays, was super great!
with no one fighting with u,
so u might be the only few baits available! l0lx
thus, high chances of getting more prawns

went Halo bar AGAIN(lolx) ytd
to celebrate Brandon's bdae
they open two bottles, thus we are entitled to the KTV room! =)
but due to my sore throat, i can't sing. *wrong timing*
and i can finally see how yiting really *fight* and scratch ppl
damn fierce~!

anyway, tonight brandon is celebrating his bdae at phuture, have already book seats.
but of cuz there is minimum expenditure.
i wanted to go~! but Mr Chia refused to bring me cuz the whole gang of them wants to drink.
thus, he din want to bring me along. but anyway i am dead sick. so nvm.

wad wrong with the month may?

1st- Mr Chia's car
2nd - Mr Chia's dad sick
3rd - Mum have to go GH, cuz she is allergy to the medi.
4th - I AM SICK, NO VOICE
5th - my ah ku in TTS, operation
6th - today, my Grandmother's sis just admitted in, and it seems to be serious this time round.
*Pray* for her.

nt a very gd month after all.

illness pls stay away from me~~~~~~!

it was the public service week,
Mr Chia's parents got two files from the government.
His Mum was sweet enough to give me one of it.

and it was even sweeter and funnier when his mum(and not my mum) warned me about guys
taught me how to secure Mr Chia, and not allow him to flirt with any other girls. l0lx
anyway, can sensed that she had been talking on this more nowadays compare to last time.
Mr Chia is in trouble~! l0lx

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bad news.
i need to visit my grandmother's sis tml.
=(

Sunday, May 11, 2008

woke up early and rushed down to Mr Chia's house to wake him up
so that we can be on time to shihui's bf's company to get the car's solar film done.
prefect windows films-www.prefect.com.sg
and it was such a coincidence that Mr Chia's previous car's film was done by them too.
but at a more expensive price. (cuz shihui gave me face, l0lx =p)

i was working with them at one of the motorshow,
which lasted about 11 days, but i worked for 9 days. =p
so i knew the 2nd generation's bosses, i even saw myself in the photo of the whole grp of the promoters at motorshow. l0lx.

and Mr Chia's dad chose the package, but they paid with a super huge discount,
that even his dad say, where got so cheap? l0lx

anyway, really thanks to shihui for the super huge discount she gave.


while waiting for the car, ubi driving is just opp.
thus, Mr Chia said, go register ur basic test?
i wanted to go home badly~! i want to register, but i dun want to dare to drive lei.
Mr Chia, zhuang zhuang a few more times, jiu know.
but the fact is there is no cars for me to zhuang lei. l0lx.
Mr Chia, dun zhuang my dad's car, nor my car.
me, den i take for waD?
Mr Chia, to drive me home when i am drunk....
ARGH!

went to kahmotor, and checked the price that whether his dad paid at a reasonable price.
Mr Chia pointed to the salesman, she wanted to buy a car. faints.
so i had no choice but to act all the way. argh!

went back to prefect, to wait for the car
cuz b4 us, there was a mpv car(takes longer)
thus, we waited and waited.
after us, there was another family doing the same package. but paying the org price. =p
Mr Chia had a huge savings on the solar film. l0lx.
and the little boy, shawn was glued to Mr Chia, he din want to leave him. l0lx

went to other place, to get the car modify, paid and get it done right away.
went back to his house, i slept while he drive.
i know it is very rude, to sleep while someone is driving.
but i am really super tired to the max after such a long day.

after 1 hr of sitting down at his house, Mr Chia suggested we go to another car modify shop
faints.
tired ah...

Thursday, May 08, 2008

ytd went over to siting's house to pass her the bag i bought for her.
hope u like it ya.

after that, went to eat my all time fav ba kut teh - just hope that one day i will see a big star. l0lx



i just want good memories not bad memories
i just want to enjoy my life to the fullest, not competition
i just want peace, and not war.

i hate self-centered, da nan ren.
i hate ppl who backstabbed me
i hate ppl who thinks they are very smart
be smart in a smart way, but if u try to act smart. u pissed ppl off.

i admit i am stupid.


anyway Mr Chia got his car, but this car brought alot of problems to him.
thus, our anger just rises when we are in taiwan. Mr Chia hopes that he can just *transport* himself back in time to save his parents' headaches.
thus, both of us shouted at the agent.
thou, u admit is ur fault,
so is ur liability to compsenate ur *fault*
by saying sorry, doesn't mean anything.
but anyway, problem solved in a very disadvantage to Mr Chia.
*curse and swear the fucking agent & his uncle*

but the new car is too big for us to adapt.
even for the driver himself,
wash the pretty car last night, and took us more effort in washing the car.
cuz the car is bigger den the previous one.
even i myself who is not a car fan, luves the honda more than the toyota.

need to contact shihui, to get the car's accessories done.
luckily, shihui can get me very gd discount price.

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

ytd met up with brandon, yiting, aozhi, amy and other taiwan girl at halo bar at ngee ann.
they open bottles to drink(cuz it is real cheap there)
stay till abt 1am, Mr Chia and me went off.
too tired cuz both of us had been sleeping at 4am in our taiwan trip almost everyday.
cuz we need to plan everyday, and to make sure the route is correct.
sleeping at 4am, woke up at 8am. Mr Chia woke up at 9am. smart right?
ask me to bath, wash up, blow my hair, den wake him up. argh!

my eye bags are soooo jia lat la...
Mr Chia u need to compensate me lei!

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Peeps, i am backk~! presents for almost everyone~! but not everyone~! l0lx

the few months of doing research is really worth it!
searching and reading 200 over pages in forum about taiwan was crazy!
thinking of giving it up, but i still managed to finish all the pages. l0lx
and not forgetting the travel book full of "fan ti zi" recommend about taiwan that we bought in sg.
Mr Chia can't read chinese, so i had no choice but to read the whole book by myself.
basically, i read a few of the travel guide books, forums, magz, books and more books.
know more about all stuff in taiwan,
famous places, theme restaurant, food, etc.

worst till, i nv brought my specs along. so i couldn't see chinese words from far.
Whereas, Mr Chia's eye sight was prefect, but he can't read any chinese words. -_-'''



i saw liang jin ru! Mr Chia saw me on tv in taiwan taking photo of her. faints*

i used up all my sd cards! luckily, Mr Chia still got SD card.
and i believe i am going to had a super hard time editing all photos.

before leaving, We gave tips to the hotel staff, cuz they are really very friendly~!

happy happy~! cuz i bought my tote bag at hong kong~! super love ~!
bought mac cosmetics at hong kong too~!
and i want to save more money to go hong kong liao ...l0lx
cuz everything that is ex in sg, is cheap there! l0lx

love my bags and clothes this time round.~!
i am going to bed le~!
i miss my bed, l0lx